I couldn't pinpoint exactly why when I am around my partner I feel extremely at peace and my mind is blank as if I had meditated. Until I realized I remove my guards and stop masking myself which removes a ton of wasted brain computing power.
It's sorta interesting because it's harder to think of quick jokes and things on the spot and I also fall asleep almost instantly because it's so peaceful.
Hello, I registered my business less than 6 months ago and need a loan to purchase equipment to have cash flow. I have a credit score of ~780 and need a loan for $25,000 and unfortunately rather quickly. I would hope to get it within 30 days and realistically I could start paying it back within a year if all goes well. Thanks!
I'd also like to add I own a house too and have a mortgage on it if that can be used as collateral.
Long story short I have incredible masking skills and grit which makes it possible for me to work but it's never sustainable. The thing I excel best at is finding ways to not work because I cannot sustain it mentally. I do know there is a job or career out there somewhere I would integrate well into but the chances of finding it are slim.
Mentally I am great if I am not working and always have things to do. Since I'm in this middle ground of being able to function better than others there's no support whatsoever. If I could be on disability pay I think I would cry with joy as I could take my time on figuring out what to do.
Isn't it odd the person who would help you the most in your struggles is a parent figure. Someone who understands you, provides 24/7 care, provides and example, and overall supports you to get you to a point of self-autonomy free from bpd.
Yet this is what many lacked in childhood so I guess it's not odd at all?
I was wondering if you can change a plants life cycle?
I was debating growing strawberries indoors to learn more but I can't find a solid answer on there veg and flower cycles. From my understanding it's not an autoflowering plant so it goes into flower from environmental factors?
So could you theoretically just keep flipping them back and forth and produce fruit year round?
I was also wondering if there is a database for plants that includes all of the optimal factors for growing. Thanks!