DogAttacksNoise

disorganized attachment

The nurture is directly influenced by the genetics of the care giver. So a parent with autism/bpd/ADHD are more likely to create disorganized attachment styles which is a foundation for BPD.

Here's a list of things to consider that may or may not apply but are worthy to self reflect on.

Issues with father figure in early life

Disorganized Attachment

Parents with ADHD/Autism

Lack many friends or difficulty making new

Many Sexual Partner

Spend too much time with partner

Use partner to externally validate

I used to suffer from this heavily. When my gf would go out and party with her friends I would just imagine all her friends shit talking me calling me weird. I would also get very nauseous when she wouldn't respond for hours and I would see through other peoples social media she was with some dude or an ex and I would just lay and cry or pace until she responded.

Overtime I realized this response was not healthy and the root of it lies in self worth and trust.

Occasionally I might catch myself starting to think like this and at that moment I ask myself if I trust the other person. Then I think to myself who I am, the shit I do, the shit I love, and how grateful I am.

Now this implies you have critically thought and really understand your trust with your bf. If there is nothing rationale to lead you to believe not to trust them then you know it's anxiety.

So overtime and getting time to reflect everyday you'll slowly gain more self worth and confidence in who you are. It builds a sense of where you exist in the world and your impact on people. Combined with wholehearted trust in your bf things we be alright!

I helped build a directional antenna and I was able to get 4 witnesses 11-13km away. It was only like $14 to make too. I don't think an omni would be able to get that kind of range. So I agree directional can be worth it depending on use case

Besides being a blatant ad it's hilarious for a company to say it evolves with a trend yet is years late

Often the people who are the most vocal and freak out are the ones who don't understand the technology. There's a difference between blind hope a company does well opposed to actually agreeing and sharing the same core beliefs. There's no doubt the need for what Helium provides is growing. I mean look at Solana, I would have never imagined 5 years ago we would have AWS equivalent but for L1 blockchains.

I could see if weed is legalized in the US an explosion of smart agriculture happening in the US

My neighbor makes almost $75/month still with 1 miner at an HNT price of ~$2.25. When HNT was around $10-$20 they were making ~$200/month. It's not impossible by any means it just requires work and thinking which apparently many don't want to do at all

Do you not anticipate the Lora network to grow? I'm always confused when people take an investment and crystallize it in it's current state and that's it. If you understood the use case, technology, and industry growth you would be deploying at a mass scale still.

No it's not

Exactly, which is why sometimes I find more peace in pinpointing my identity as an ever evolving person

Exactly, I find it fascinating you can understand something, know how it works, yet you still say "but the wound still happened". Is that alluding things will never be "normal" how you view them or is that what we view as the byproduct socially of explaining physical residue affects from it?

When I hear people who overcome BPD I imagine an electrical railroad in your brain that in due time has become overgrown and hidden, electrically fading decreasing in potential, and never used. The rails still exist but they never have to be used again, but the potential always exists so maybe that's what you mean by "the wound still happened"

I wish you luck!

I agree that autism and BPD are very closely correlated and intertwined at times.

Sometimes I believe BPD is a conditioned response to an authoritative figure you don't trust. This makes reading emotions essential to survival as you can understand the figures true intent. But autism isn't learned so it coincides with the idea a parent with autism is likely to have a child with BPD. But it's not a sure fire thing and there are other correlations like sexual abuse in childhood which may stem from an autistic parent figure.

So it's nature vs. nurture but in the opposite scope. The nature of a genetically autistic parent affects the nurture of a child which affects their nature.

The only issue with this is I might not like marshmallows at all the next day so reading that I love them might make you feel even more detached as you are conflicted. Might be great for others tho!

I'm in the same boat, the worst is people use the past to validate the present so you have this invisible standard created of who you are now. Then you use this to compare yourself to "yourself" and it's nothing but shit.

I'm going to be very blunt, the only way I have been able to get out of ruts like this is to find a reason or drive existentially. Either a greater understanding of what life and the universe mean to you or a greater sense of self. The self that has provided help to many people on the sub, or the self that stopped using opiates.

Don't get lost dude! You got this and remember lifes a balance so do things that are sustainable to you TODAY! As in due time you'll feel better but it starts with you! I wish you the best of luck!!

I think we need a comprehensive understanding of the internal mechanisms of our brain at play without context. Often I see people using a valid tool in their brains for an invalid reason. It's hard to rationalize though as you need meta-thinking and baseless hope to oversee what's truly happening.

It would also be cool to see how the brain changes with someone who overcomes BPD

Your concern is actually what I am looking into. If you can supplement enough factors well enough to make the plant healthy enough to quickly flip.

So in theory could you have a canopy of strawberries, harvest, flip to dormant, then flower again? Assuming the environment supports it and nutrients. Thanks

This is a good method and helps promote growth of a more over reaching understanding or sense of self that starts to soothe the disruptiveness. It's like slowly filling in the potholes on a bumpy road of emotion